Seasons

Spring is officially here....soon it will bring on summer and then all the seasons begin again....an endless circle. There is a poem that talks about people being in your life for a reason and a season.....some play a purpose for a while then they move on....while others come and go from your life. Some just come into your life for several seasons, changing you, bringing you happiness and sometimes tears. Sometimes you don't value them as much as you should...taking for granted that they will always be there for you. When they move on, your face leaks tears everytime you think of them....sometimes tears of joy for the great times and sometimes tears of sadness for the bad times. I have many regrets in my life....I have hurt people and done things that I am ashamed of. I pray that they will forgive me one day.....I pray that God will forgive me. Living with regret is hard. I still have the shadow of death attached to me, and I wish I could have done a lot of things differently. I wish I would have embraced the people who loved me more and told them how much I love them, even when I do or did the wrong thing or say the wrong comment. I don't want to leave this earth with regrets....but I know I will. So for this season and always I will ask those who have been in my life or still in my life that I love you....and I thank you for putting up with the stubborn me, the foot in mouth me, the imperfect me. None of us walk the same path.....I hope that my path will last a little longer and I will find happiness....and that when I had it, it will return.