Gloomy

The day is cold and gloomy somewhat matching my mood. I still have not found a lawyer and feel like I am getting sick. I am not sleeping again. Long into the night I am awake.....trying to read, watch horriable TV and do a puzzle all in hopes of getting tired and finding my way to dreamland. Not sure why but I am really sad lately. Can't seem to shake it and hate feeling this way. The uncertainty of my future is hard. I go between fighting battles with cancer and personal battles. Not sure what is worse. I know that at least with the cancer I have a plan of attack....chemo. As bad as it is I know how to battle the disease. With my personal problems there is no easy answer.

Have you got any answers.....let me know