Divorce

Divorce is not easy. From the paperwork to the emotional ups and downs it begins to take its' toll on you. Some days are easier than others. Lots of anxiety over my future and then there is Christmas that is next week. The old traditions will not happen. Time spent with my daughters is far less than I expected. I wanted some things to stay the same...but that is how things work out. They are grown women with lives of their own. I need to find my own life now. Depend on myself. I am not sure from day to day that I will be able to keep my head above water. At times I feel lost. The weather outside is rainy.......maybe it is effecting my mood.