Chemo the day after Christmas

Today while some people were getting up early to hit the malls to shop for the after Christmas Sales I was given a chemo treatment. Doctor said things look good, other than having high blood pressure now. He gave meds and a test to check for colon cancer.....the directions do not look fun....I am kind of grossed out about doing it to be honest.

Armando keeps calling.....have had to keep my cell phone off so not to hear him ordering me home and calling me a whore. Of all the years being married I am considered a whore because I left a home that was full of hate. A house that has left me jaded and untrusting of love. I had a nice Christmas, the girls came and I spoiled them with gifts that I could not afford...and they gave me a new purse...a Dooney and Bourke....funny thing I thought I would not be seeing designer purses anymore.........it is almost comical that I had purses that filled my life instead of love.