Waiting..

Waiting, I hate waiting whether it be in a grocery line or for a phone call. I have no patience. I am waiting for the results of my CT scan. No news is sometimes good news but the nagging voice in the back of my head just wants an answer. It is like torture treatment to sit and wait for the answer.....Will I or will I not start treatment? The waiting is unbearable. I long for a distraction but each time the phone rings, I hope it is my doctor calling. There is nothing I can do but sit here and wait.