Results are in

Okay the wait is over, the news is in. Today I recieved the results of my CT scan. The tumors that were in my lungs are gone but there is a 2cm node on my left lung. My oncologist wants to wait to see if it grows or gets buddies. I am trying to put on a brave face but deep inside I know this is not good. A node means lung cancer. I have NHL and it has gotten into my lungs, but never have had it turn into lung cancer. The stats on lung cancer survivors are not good. I am angry that the DR wants to wait but understand that I have had a ton treatment and my body can not handle much more. Fear has its hand around my heart....but the mask of bravery will come out for all to see. BE BRAVE......BE FAKE