Things change

Things change so quickly in life. One moment you are arranging playdates the next you attend your daughters' wedding. Tomorrow is Marissa's birthday. It will be the first time since she was born that I will not see her on her birthday. She is married and will be spending it with her husband. I am very happy that she found her soulmate, but the hard part of not being as involved in her life makes me sad. I will see her for a few hours on Sunday....I am a visitor in her life now. I have tried to be the good parent and let go.....but I will still miss the old times and celebrating with her on her day. She and her sister were the best things to have happened in my life. I wish for her to have a great life as wife......I just miss the little girl who would wait for her birthday surprise and the smile that would happen when she openned her presents. Things change.....I am not used to change but trying.