fool me once shame on me fool twice shame on you

Today my former employer called and asked for some paperwork. It was at my old home. I managed the courage to call and ask my husband to let me come in and get it. I should have listened to my gut and not have gone. The moment he openned the door, there was a wild look in his eyes. I went in extremely nervous.....he began to rant and rave that I owed him all the money for the bills he paid in the past.....and I was an ungrateful whore. I tried to leave but he blocked the door....I sat down and pleaded with him....trying to get him to let me leave. He banged on the walls and on the glass tables....he then got up and started throwing shoes at me.....I ran for the door with him on my tail. I made it to my car and as he banged on the window....I backed up and left. I was shaken to my core. I should have known better than to go there alone. I was so scared, I could not stop crying. My life is so upside down....I am not sure what is what anymore. I am broke, being hassled by my former employer and afraid.