Water, Water everywhere

It is raining again today. After a winter of dry and cold the sky has openned up with water and it has been pouring for days. I dream of sun and warmth. Days of no worries, bills, or strife. I have errands to run today, yet being out in the rain with crazy drivers and the cold wet rain is not appealing. I woke up at 330am this morning......sleep alluding me. A good time to wash dishes....not much else to do accept play on the computer.
I have not painted in a while, There is no motivation to fill canvases with images. Have I lost my passion? Not sure.....just knowing that not wanting to paint at this time. Wishing that it would return so to fill the paint gliding over the canvas....a wonderful feeling. The smell of the paint and the mixing of colors to see what my imagination has comes up with......maybe the passion is not gone....just on hold for now.