Raining

It is raining today. The first rain we have had in over two months.
the cold dark day is reminence of my mood. I woke up at 4am, in a panic not knowing what yesterdays test results were, hoping and praying for the best. The phone just rang and it was my doctors' office saying that more tests are needed. Still no reason why I am sick in this time of Cancer Remission. All I know is I hurt. And lord knows I am so tired of not feeling well. I got a letter and an email about being selected as an honoree for the International Women of Color Day. They have been honoring women of color who have a made a difference or overcome a great obstacle. I am proud to be honored for my work as an artist and for my public speaking on art theraphy to over come pain. I have also been selected to design their brochure for the second year in a row a recieved some positive feedback from the Helen Keller Inst. I guess good news does come on rainy days........