Anwee

It has been a few weeks since I have written anything. I have not felt like writing, painting and at times not even leaving the house.
ANWEE.....is the term for not caring. I was told I was in the state of ANWEE.
I am trying to break through and took a couple of pictures for a photo contest......A winery looking for artwork.....I took this pic.....it feels uninspired.
I had a CT scan a week ago today. I have waited all week for results to see if the cancer is progressing or is being ebbed by the toxic chemo.
I am still waiting.......I go back on Wednesday for another treatment, which will be followed by the side effects and possibly more ANWEE.
A week ago I did go see the movie with the girls called Little Miss Sunshine. Probably the best movie I have seen in long time. Filled with laughter and true humor. A few hours to forget.
Sleeping is becoming a problem......I go to bed and feel so tired yet I lie awake for hours and finally drift asleep....only to awake after 3 to 4 hours.
This is most likely contributing to my mood.
I painted yesterday.......at 430 am.....I wanted to paint what ANWEE felt like.......the picture is black and white........funny thing is I don't think I truely painted the feelings.......
It is the weekend.....time to put on a happy face....