My cancer Journey

Monday, March 19, 2007

think calm


Today the unimaginable happenned. It happened so quickly without warning. Leaving me feeling lost and helpless....you maybe thinking what in the world happened. Was it an earthquake? Was it another illness being diagnosed.....no my friends, something much worse. The Dish Satellite harddrive died. This means no more watching endless hours of reality tv shows or soap operas. Passions and One life to live will go on and I will not know what is happening to Teresa or Sammie. I will not be able to find out if I am smarter than a fifth grader. The worst part is dealing with a husband who will not be able to watch sports or reruns of Star Wars.....I will actually have to read the paper, or perhaps even a book. How I am wishing for the old rabbit ears as I type.....just put some alimunun foil on the ends and tweak it this way or that way and the channels come in. Now everything is high tech. The tv will not work without the use of a computer. I am trying to be calm....but without the TV, I will have to carry on more than one word answers to my husband. Why do the Angels and God hate me........just think calm, life will be restored to normal in 3 to 5 business days.

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