pain day

The sun is shining and the sky is clear outside, yet for me it is all gray. It crept in overnight...slowly coming on, creeping into my body like a robber in night. The robber this time is pain. Robbing me of enjoying the spring day and sunshine. All I can see and feel is the throbbing pain in every joint in my body. It is like having a toothache in your joints, constant and painfull with no relief in site. I take pain meds but I think my body has built up a resistant to the pain numbing meds and I continue to feel agony. Bending over to pick up a pencil brings shooting pains down my legs and back. During the night my body was switched with that of a 90 year old. I drag myself out of bed looking for a chair or space that will give me comfort only to find that no place exist. I call my doctor's office only to find out he is on vacation until the end of the month....So I will try to endure this set back. Crying and screaming on the inside while the outside a blank face appears to the world. No use complaining......no one can understand......No one can feel the invisiable pain accept me. The sun is shining and all I feel is darkness.....will pray the sun will shine through the pain fog.